Wednesday, 21 January 2009

me?

Sometimes we're not able to show who we really are, sometimes we have to hide things about ourselves so that we are exactly who others want us to be, sometimes we aren't able to show what really makes us us through the fear that who we truly are won't be good enough for those we love...
Sometimes i wish i could tell you exactly who i am, sometimes i wish i could really be me and know you still love me, sometimes i wish i could be the same person around you as i am when i'm on my own... But then again like someone else said..Wishings a bad habit....

Everyday i seem to wear a mask, a different mask to be the person you want me to be, i wear a mask to hide who i truly am, i wear a mask to hide from you when i'm hurting and when i'm sad, i wear i mask to hide from you the fact that i'm scared...and feeling totally alone, i wear a mask because it's the only way i feel like i exsist in your world, my world, the world...

One day i'd love to think i'll take of the mask and i'll show you who i am, who i am inside, what makes me who i am... sadly i fear the day i do that is the day you realise i'm not quite what you think and i'll be alone again..so for now i'll keep wearing the mask and hope you learn to love me whatever....

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