Saturday 21 February 2009

I love you. I love you more than i can ever tell you, i love you more than i can ever tell anyone. Being with you makes me happier than i can ever tell you, being able to call you mine and to hold you tight and just tell you that i love you puts a smile on my face. You make my world complete, and yeah i guess its no secret that things have been a little hard between us and there have been times when we never thought we'd get through but we have and here we are. You are my first thought in the morning, my last thought at night, you are my world, you are my everything and i promise you that i will always stick by you no matter what.
And if what we share was to be taken away tomorow i just want to say thank you for the memories, the laughs, the good times and the love, thank you for making realise who i am, who i want to be and what i want in life. Thank you for giving me the chance to be myself and for loving me for it. Thank you for every single smile, every single laugh, every single childish giggle. Thank you for the songs, the dances and the jokes, thank you for it all but most of all thank you for just being mine.

I love you.

xxx

Wednesday 4 February 2009

No one seems to think too much of me hereAnd their glad to tell it to my faceAnd they know i'm not supposed to be hereI'm completely out of placeSome how there has got to be a reasonEven as I try and think it throughThere's a bolt, from the blueand i see a shooting starset apart from all the restwhile the other stars are standing stillhe's on a questevery night this shooting stardance across the twilight skycos he knows he doesn't quite fit inand he's longing to know whyi feel so much better when it's night timethat's when i can sorta disappearwhen the sun is set is the right timefor pretending i'm not heresometimes i just stare into the heavenswondering if the answer is in sightthat's when i see the lightof my shooting staron his way to who knows wherehe's the one like all the starshe outshines up thereand the solitary staris an awful lot like meon an endless search through time and spacefor a place that won't seem wrongif we both hang on for long enoughwe both somehow are strong enoughwe'll fing our real, real loveevery night this shooting stardance across the twilight skycos he knows he doesn't quite fit inand he's longing to know why...
This is my final bow, this is my last goodbye, i've found a better place, i ask you not to cry, so as i leave you all behind, a little part of me, will stay with you forever, and the memories will always be. i ask you not to cry, don't be sad, with me don't be angry, i don't want you to be mad, i've just found a happier place, one where i'm content and everythings got a point, where each passing moment brings with it, something that makes it good, where all the bad is behind us, and i smile like i should... So once again this is my final bow, this is my last goodbye.... xxx

Sunday 1 February 2009

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i believe in being led by example... so what do i do when, like you, i have questions i know will never be answered? Do i do what you do? Do i follow in your lead? Do i? ... maybe, just maybe.... Maybe you had the right answer.... but then again maybe you didn't..i don't know. All i know is i miss you, i don't understand and right now everything i do hurts... xxx