Heather...one year

Heather, my beautiful friend... i can't believe it'll be a year since i
last got to see you, a year since i got to hear your voice...i miss you so much,
i can't even put into words just how much it hurts every single day. I think of
you, i think of the times we shared, the good and the bad, i think of the laughs
we shared and the smiles... i think of the deep and long conversations, i think
of every moment i realised i was grateful to have you as my friend cause there
were times when i don't think you even realised how much strength you gave me...
and you know i try to be strong, for you, i try, but i just can't sometimes... i
cry for you, i cry because i miss you, i cry because you're not here to dry my
tears anymore and 'turn that frown upside down!'... I remember the day i found
out you were ill, my world started to fall apart, but i told i'd be there for
you, i'd stick by you, i'd be there to hold your hand every time you needed it
and i meant it, every single word i meant it..i hope i didn't let you down....
The day you died everything feel apart. I felt a void in my life i've never felt
before, even the most simplest of things seemed to remind me of you... I miss
you... i've written you a poem... remember that i love you, i'll never ever
forget you..Xxx Heather Marie Nester 19-01-08 Heaven gained an angel....

Everything can change
In less than a day,
If
someone you love
Is taken away.

Everything it seems
Starts to
fall apart,
Routine, normality,
Even your heart.

There’s
nothing left behind
But an empty gap,
A big black void
Where they
should be sat.

What was once done by two
Is now by one,
And
what made you giggle
Isn’t any fun.

Everything can change
In less than a day,
If someone you love
Is taken
away.

The places you said
You’d always go,
Are now nothing
more than
‘we should go there, you know.’

And all the
things
You said you would do,
Get forgotten,
Only suitable for
two.

What once may have been
Tears of laughter,
Are now tears
of pain
At this disaster.

Everything can change
In less than
a day,
If someone you love is taken away.

And when you
once
Sung the song
On the radio,
Now all you do is hum
along.

Though even that hurts
Far too much,
And all you long
for
Is a friends touch.

Everything can change
In less than a
day,
If someone you love
Is taken away.

Until we meet again..X